I'm bored at work and so I read blogs...could get in trouble about it, but big deal...not like anyone would notice. Hell, most would sympathise. :)

I'm reading through blogs and my name comes up in more than one place and I'm flattered and surprised. It's nice to know that I impact someone's life like they impact mine. And I know it's socially unacceptable, especially me having testicles and all, but I just want to hug some certain someones and tell them it'll be ok, and how proud I am that they're expressing themselves, and how nice it is to be...well, liked as a friend. I can't do it in person so here it goes...


*HUGS*

Thanks, everyone. Chris, I'm proud of you that you're able to say things on your mind...and dude, as much as we work together, if you ever need someone to understand or just someone to gripe to, I'm here for you. Always. And I know I've been a little wierd lately...sorry about that...but things are different...I'll tell you eventually.

Andrea, thanks for your concern, but I'm growing up in that I realize that I can be alright by myself, and I think that you can't help me, and, no offense, but I'm happy. For a change, things are in my hands, and I can control it all.

Well, those are the major ones right now...have little or nothing to say about the others in my life...don't feel left out, tho...the hug extends to you, too.

...on another note

heh...almost got caught today at work...gonna have to be more discreet. This should prove exciting.

This past week has been life-altering, nice and full of change...not always good change, though. I have the option to move on and experiment with something I've been wanting to do for quite some time...well, not given the option...I'm taking it. However, that leaves me locked into this whole "don't wanna leave anyone" phobia that I've got. I'll fight through it, tho I can't do it all at once as my world is still trying to stablize from the world-shaking week. I'd like to go into more detail, but right now I don't want to spread confusion while I'm still confused...it just don't work out this way...I'm mostly doing this for Andrea anyhow (hehe...now that's a change).

And I'm kinda touched by Chris' subtle outpour of feelings...well maybe not an outpour...how about trickle? ;) I wanna be there for him should things get wierd...lord knows I'm good at giving as much as myself to the point of being used or annoying, but I'll try to temper it with thoughtfullness instead of selfishness. Hope that makes sense....

At any rate, if I'm distant or wierd or happy for a change...go me! This is gonna be a life-changing semester, I can feel it already.